Thursday, December 14, 2017
Monday, December 11, 2017
Grown - A Poem
Years,
blocks of seconds,
minutes, days,
You were born
perfectly timed,
I found a cause
in those newborn eyes
that tracked mine steadily,
with smiles sublime
and to think -- your age
was just days.
Now, you stand
years later
without reaching
for my hand
I'm in awe ...
Every day I'm inspired by
what you know,
what you love,
I used to hold you close to me
constantly
especially
when you were sad
now you come to me,
circle your arms about me
when my smile doesn't surface
readily,
Boy, how you've grown.
By Mary E Lohan
For My Boys
blocks of seconds,
minutes, days,
You were born
perfectly timed,
I found a cause
in those newborn eyes
that tracked mine steadily,
with smiles sublime
and to think -- your age
was just days.
Now, you stand
years later
without reaching
for my hand
I'm in awe ...
Every day I'm inspired by
what you know,
what you love,
I used to hold you close to me
constantly
especially
when you were sad
now you come to me,
circle your arms about me
when my smile doesn't surface
readily,
Boy, how you've grown.
By Mary E Lohan
For My Boys
Tuesday, December 5, 2017
December Ocean - A Poem
Don't be fooled
even oceans
so vast and
limitless
have tempo,
character,
On the drive
to the beach
sunbathers gone
only lone fishermen
the ocean
beneath the bridge
to the island
is serene, flat
like blue glass
save for a ripple,
How many times
did I travel
this same passage
to spy an ocean
tumultuous,
jaunty,
prankish,
Yet today, she
is slow,
sluggish
the waves breaking
lazily,
the large waves
pushing forth
then spilling softly
into rolls,
Way out in the distance
boats ride her
foraging,
It's an easy day
on the placid water
as gulls dive and bask
under a blue
sun-strewn sky
their wings taking them
far into the horizon,
then landing feet first
onto the giant's sleeping belly.
even oceans
so vast and
limitless
have tempo,
character,
On the drive
to the beach
sunbathers gone
only lone fishermen
the ocean
beneath the bridge
to the island
is serene, flat
like blue glass
save for a ripple,
How many times
did I travel
this same passage
to spy an ocean
tumultuous,
jaunty,
prankish,
Yet today, she
is slow,
sluggish
the waves breaking
lazily,
the large waves
pushing forth
then spilling softly
into rolls,
Way out in the distance
boats ride her
foraging,
It's an easy day
on the placid water
as gulls dive and bask
under a blue
sun-strewn sky
their wings taking them
far into the horizon,
then landing feet first
onto the giant's sleeping belly.
Friday, December 1, 2017
Un-Becoming - A Poem
Labels:
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Mary E Lohan,
Un Becoming
Location:
New Jersey, USA
Thursday, November 23, 2017
Train of Thought - A Poem
It becomes you
The gelatinous translucence
spurs debate
which prompts silence
outwardly,
inwardly the gears turn
and the engines
churn
We cannot escape ourselves
regardless of the category,
generation
We have consumed
the fallacy
of what our lives should mean
as we go from tangent to tangent,
then back again
It becomes you,
the longer you think about it.
By Mary E. Lohan
The gelatinous translucence
spurs debate
which prompts silence
outwardly,
inwardly the gears turn
and the engines
churn
We cannot escape ourselves
regardless of the category,
generation
We have consumed
the fallacy
of what our lives should mean
as we go from tangent to tangent,
then back again
It becomes you,
the longer you think about it.
By Mary E. Lohan
Tuesday, November 21, 2017
Thursday, July 13, 2017
These Storms -- A Poem
Labels:
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Location:
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Tuesday, June 20, 2017
To the Weary Self - A Poem (From "Four Folded Corners")
Labels:
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Columbia graduate,
NY Poet,
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To the Weary Self
Location:
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Wednesday, May 24, 2017
Sine of Life - A Poem (From "Four Folded Corners")
Life is a sine curve --
slide and climb,
never constant
never satisfied
never fulfilled
always leading
to a "turn"
that makes you
feel something,
life breathing soft
upon your pores,
fingertips to lips,
prompting sensation
elation --
intoxication
is the end
only to want
to start again
fall over the
edge and die
waiting for
the next tide.
By Mary E. Lohan
slide and climb,
never constant
never satisfied
never fulfilled
always leading
to a "turn"
that makes you
feel something,
life breathing soft
upon your pores,
fingertips to lips,
prompting sensation
elation --
intoxication
is the end
only to want
to start again
fall over the
edge and die
waiting for
the next tide.
By Mary E. Lohan
Tuesday, May 16, 2017
Thoughts on the Steps of Butler Library - A Poem (From "Four Folded Corners")
couldn't have loved me
like I thought you did
even though your kiss
was a gift each time
upon my brow
and now,
I think upon those times,
how much of that rush
was me
reading between the lines
of our affection?
Under this vast sky
of deepest blue
amidst the flocked
cry of starlings
from atop these majestic
columns
I am moved
moved by what
this deep blue sky
this flock of birds
these wispy white clouds
can do to me
and yet,
is it not I
who makes them 'moving'
lest everyone should stop,
gape and sigh
at this night's wonderful gifts
as I debate
whether there was love
and not just lust,
between the sheets
of you and I.
By Mary E. Lohan
Thursday, May 11, 2017
Monday, May 8, 2017
What are They ... - A Poem (From "Four Folded Corners")
Photo by Shack in the Swamp Photography |
that layer, like skin, this stratified sky,
impartial to none, to above nor below,
but do cry
they that sit upon Heaven's shelf
that cradle the daystar with their faith
and metamorphose into resplendent pillows
where retired halos lay
they that melt, blending smooth as cream into dusk
or fluff, like whipped thick egg whites
to be brushed in masses between the amethyst
cadmium, lapis splashes of eventide,
can you decide?
By Mary E. Lohan
Location:
New Jersey, USA
Tuesday, May 2, 2017
Progress - A poem
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Location:
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Monday, May 1, 2017
Nothing is Constant - Poem (From "Two of Cups")
Nothing is constant -
today's strength
is tomorrow's weakness
and the point,
forever shifting.
I have seen storms
that could drown
even you
yet, in my weakest moment
I draw strength
as a sail would
and fly,
if it were not you I'd be gone,
but I cannot just leave,
I will linger as clouds do
before they are swept
or blown away.
By Mary E. Lohan
Saturday, April 29, 2017
Our December (1994) (From "Four Folded Corners")
This New York snow
freezes cold
and all you do is pace
and flay,
say whatever comes to tongue
each gutteral flung
from your mouth
like blackened snow
under-
tire,
I lean against a parked car
under fire,
afraid to blow a sigh
into this ice-picked wind
that might sling back
and yet, my silence
brings a death
worse than dying,
I too
have learned to fall from heights
so quiet.
By Mary E. Lohan
freezes cold
and all you do is pace
and flay,
say whatever comes to tongue
each gutteral flung
from your mouth
like blackened snow
under-
tire,
I lean against a parked car
under fire,
afraid to blow a sigh
into this ice-picked wind
that might sling back
and yet, my silence
brings a death
worse than dying,
I too
have learned to fall from heights
so quiet.
By Mary E. Lohan
MOMA - A Poem (From "Speaking to the Darkness")
Cezanne - Still Life with Apples |
kindles the sky
I dodge the New
York suits
the anthill scramble
of lunchtime,
pay the speckled lady
in the white, wide lobby
to broach the mazes
of these boxed halls,
the din of school kids
directionless
spins then falls,
Gauguin - Still Life with Three Puppies |
escalators we go,
lovers and others,
like me, alone, stroll
at the top, Marina
Abramovic --
B&W films roll
suspended,
within a few steps
post-war tension
jiggling breasts
one feminine
face, aghast
upended
mid-scream
extended --
Picasso's Wives & Lovers |
less impeding --
the calm and familiar
floors beneath:
Still Life with Apples,
Cezanne,
stippled, deep landscapes,
Renoir,
plumes of color,
Matisse,
Still Life with Three Pupplies,
Gauguin,
But
why does Picasso's
Wives and Lovers
sadden me so?
I leave burdened
by their loss
of color, their heavy
lined faces
that have yet
to grieve
Until she bids me
stay --
The Girl Behind
a Mirror with her
bright gestured
wave
with so much to say
like Christina
from her World*
reaching, reaching,
Come back for me...
I cannot leave
yet
with one still to see,
Roulin**,
a tourist
videotapes
him, spright,
proud,
always a
showman
his beard
blaring from
behind the glass
What a precocious
fellow:
Always a flirt.
By Mary E. Lohan
*Christina's World - Wyeth
**Portrait of Joseph Roulin - Van Gogh
MOMA - Museum of Modern Art
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Location:
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Thursday, April 27, 2017
Halo - A poem (From "Four Folded Corners"
you are not dead
although that might not seem as bad
four screws
with shaking hands
he drives them
one by one
into your skull
building
an erector set
of metal rods
a bone anchored
helmet
so heavy
you are unable to
lie down
without assistance
consider yourself
paralyzed or
the host
of a tumor
to receive this honor
you don't cry
not until
he bolts
your head to
the table
slides your body
into an MRI
so narrow
your elbows
rub its insides
how do you keep
your sanity
when its about
to leave you?
r-e-s-t-r-a-i-n-t
wiggling your toes
you count and cry
pray you will not
regurgitate and die
1, 2, 3, 4, 5.....
By Mary E. Lohan
although that might not seem as bad
four screws
with shaking hands
he drives them
one by one
into your skull
building
an erector set
of metal rods
a bone anchored
helmet
so heavy
you are unable to
lie down
without assistance
consider yourself
paralyzed or
the host
of a tumor
to receive this honor
you don't cry
not until
he bolts
your head to
the table
slides your body
into an MRI
so narrow
your elbows
rub its insides
how do you keep
your sanity
when its about
to leave you?
r-e-s-t-r-a-i-n-t
wiggling your toes
you count and cry
pray you will not
regurgitate and die
1, 2, 3, 4, 5.....
By Mary E. Lohan
Wednesday, April 26, 2017
Mary E. Lohan ~ Poetry: LIC (Long Island City), New York - A Poem (2015)
Mary E. Lohan ~ Poetry: LIC (Long Island City), New York - A Poem (2015): It is as it was We move along the suspended track, winding through smokestacks, edifices without proper faces toward the banking towe...
LIC (Long Island City), New York - A Poem (2015)
It is as it was
We move along the suspended
track, winding through
smokestacks, edifices
without proper faces
toward the banking tower
the lone citadel of this
trash-strewn region
I have returned to
the borough of my youth
not out of want
but necessity
as this Barack era
has further stripped
the city of meaningful
work with benefits
It is as it was --
plentitude and barrenness
exchange greetings
I climb the stairs
to the office.
By Mary E. Lohan
We move along the suspended
track, winding through
smokestacks, edifices
without proper faces
toward the banking tower
the lone citadel of this
trash-strewn region
I have returned to
the borough of my youth
not out of want
but necessity
as this Barack era
has further stripped
the city of meaningful
work with benefits
It is as it was --
plentitude and barrenness
exchange greetings
I climb the stairs
to the office.
By Mary E. Lohan
Sunday, April 23, 2017
Mary E. Lohan ~ Poetry: Oceancrest B&B - A Poem
Mary E. Lohan ~ Poetry: Oceancrest B&B - A Poem: Misty darkness the thrumbing windshield wipers the flared "flow this way" mark on roads that look like arrows -- to us Americ...
Oceancrest B&B (2014) - A Poem
Misty darkness
the thrumbing windshield wipers
the flared "flow this way"
mark on roads that look
like arrows -- to us Americans
it sits back from the Atlantic
at the base of a stairway
an open invitation
to the Promenade
I have come to breathe
find myself once again
in the sunsets and panoramas
that inspire awe.
By Mary E. Lohan
the thrumbing windshield wipers
the flared "flow this way"
mark on roads that look
like arrows -- to us Americans
it sits back from the Atlantic
at the base of a stairway
an open invitation
to the Promenade
I have come to breathe
find myself once again
in the sunsets and panoramas
that inspire awe.
By Mary E. Lohan
Friday, April 21, 2017
Thursday, April 20, 2017
Instructions on How to Clear Your Troubled Mind - A Poem (From "Speaking to the Darkness")
Calculate the misdeeds, list them, itemize them,
affix bold headings like Blame and push through
don't bother being fair
fairness is meant for those you respect
don't bother being polite
rudeness comes naturally and is a measure of might
yes, calculate the misdeeds
list them meticulously, then cite the wrong and the blame
then wonder why this list
(although the names differ) is always the same.
By Mary E. Lohan
affix bold headings like Blame and push through
don't bother being fair
fairness is meant for those you respect
don't bother being polite
rudeness comes naturally and is a measure of might
yes, calculate the misdeeds
list them meticulously, then cite the wrong and the blame
then wonder why this list
(although the names differ) is always the same.
By Mary E. Lohan
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NY Poet,
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Location:
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Wednesday, April 19, 2017
Mary E. Lohan ~ Poetry: The Mechanics of Birth - A Poem (from "Four Folded...
Mary E. Lohan ~ Poetry: The Mechanics of Birth - A Poem (from "Four Folded...: They don't tell you that you'll have to lie flat on your back hold your own legs from behind your knees a...
The Mechanics of Birth - A Poem (from "Four Folded Corners")
They don't tell you
that you'll have to lie flat
on your back
hold your own legs
from behind your knees
and pull them toward you
as close to you
as your bulging belly will allow
and that he may criticize you
for not knowing how to push
for not taking Lamaze.
You've only known him
as the small, gray-haired
Russian who barely smiles
tells you you've gained too much weight --
this being your first is no excuse.
They don't tell you
he may deny you an epidural
when you can't bare it any longer.
Initally,
you said you'd try
to go Natural
but that was before
the labor peaked
paralyzing you.
Or that
he might wait too long
and then,
you'd have no choice.
Natural childbirth
Pushing
How can one push "wrong"?
"Breathe, hee hee hoo hoo," she says
"When you feel the need to push, do so,
and hold til I count to ten."
The nurse thinks she's helping.
She counts, but she's distracted.
Her counting slows down, is off beat --
"Hold it -- no -- don't make a sound,"
but I release off cue.
Failure
A failure at pushing
at giving birth to my own son.
Time to hold my breath, wait,
expel --
We're like two rhythm-less dancers
on the floor --
I'm up to 10, she's on 8
I can't wait,
expel.
They don't tell you not to moan or groan
beforehand --
wasted energy --
but you can't speak.
My face reddens up,
cheeks puff up,
vessels pop beneath my eyes.
Baby's on the brink of crowning
"You have to try harder," he says,
"He can't stay that way much longer."
And all I can think of
because I'm muted in pain
is someone save my baby.
I scream, fuck the rules
I push and scream, I still can't speak
Push, push -- help.
Within moments, he cuts me,
and my son slides free --
He's wriggling but quiet,
I look at my husband and cry,
"Is he okay?"
"He's fine... beautiful," he says,
"Lie quiet."
In a flash, he is weighed
I hear his cry,
and he's cleaned,
dried.
And his eyes ---
opened wide.
He lies in my trembling arms
a big, head-full-of-hair boy
eyes blinking through the balm --
Hi, Mom.
By Mary E. Lohan
that you'll have to lie flat
on your back
hold your own legs
from behind your knees
and pull them toward you
as close to you
as your bulging belly will allow
and that he may criticize you
for not knowing how to push
for not taking Lamaze.
You've only known him
as the small, gray-haired
Russian who barely smiles
tells you you've gained too much weight --
this being your first is no excuse.
They don't tell you
he may deny you an epidural
when you can't bare it any longer.
Initally,
you said you'd try
to go Natural
but that was before
the labor peaked
paralyzing you.
Or that
he might wait too long
and then,
you'd have no choice.
Natural childbirth
Pushing
How can one push "wrong"?
"Breathe, hee hee hoo hoo," she says
"When you feel the need to push, do so,
and hold til I count to ten."
The nurse thinks she's helping.
She counts, but she's distracted.
Her counting slows down, is off beat --
"Hold it -- no -- don't make a sound,"
but I release off cue.
Failure
A failure at pushing
at giving birth to my own son.
Time to hold my breath, wait,
expel --
We're like two rhythm-less dancers
on the floor --
I'm up to 10, she's on 8
I can't wait,
expel.
They don't tell you not to moan or groan
beforehand --
wasted energy --
but you can't speak.
My face reddens up,
cheeks puff up,
vessels pop beneath my eyes.
Baby's on the brink of crowning
"You have to try harder," he says,
"He can't stay that way much longer."
And all I can think of
because I'm muted in pain
is someone save my baby.
I scream, fuck the rules
I push and scream, I still can't speak
Push, push -- help.
Within moments, he cuts me,
and my son slides free --
He's wriggling but quiet,
I look at my husband and cry,
"Is he okay?"
"He's fine... beautiful," he says,
"Lie quiet."
In a flash, he is weighed
I hear his cry,
and he's cleaned,
dried.
And his eyes ---
opened wide.
He lies in my trembling arms
a big, head-full-of-hair boy
eyes blinking through the balm --
Hi, Mom.
By Mary E. Lohan
Tuesday, April 18, 2017
Monday, April 17, 2017
Nurse - A Poem
How very little can be done under the spirit of fear - Florence Nightingale
I lie on the table
striking a pose
for the ultrasound tech,
half on my back
right arm bent
over my head,
the doctor arrives,
a round older man,
a needle of lidocane
then pressure,
an extended buzz,
a breast biopsy is not fun,
still, it's the nurse,
who gets my
attention,
she has grabbed
my hand mid-procedure
is hunkered in close,
talking about "La La Land"
and other light fare
her attention on me
doesn't waiver,
"Squeeze my hand
if you have to,"
"I'm okay," I say
brave
I'm surprised
how shakey I am
afterwards
"likely the
epinephrine"
she steadies me
stays with me,
wraps my wounds
carefully
we are like sisters
talking about boys,
altho' the topic is
about wounds
and infection
she sends me off
with an icepack, ace
bandages wrapped
tight about my breasts,
and advice,
and when I arrive
home, I am calm,
as if she is still there,
hunkered in,
holding my hand,
somehow,
her spirit has stayed,
and I am less
and less afraid.
By Mary E. Lohan
Note: A very special thank you to Nurse Carmella at Ocean Medical Center
I lie on the table
striking a pose
for the ultrasound tech,
half on my back
right arm bent
over my head,
the doctor arrives,
a round older man,
a needle of lidocane
then pressure,
an extended buzz,
a breast biopsy is not fun,
still, it's the nurse,
who gets my
attention,
she has grabbed
my hand mid-procedure
is hunkered in close,
talking about "La La Land"
and other light fare
her attention on me
doesn't waiver,
"Squeeze my hand
if you have to,"
"I'm okay," I say
brave
I'm surprised
how shakey I am
afterwards
"likely the
epinephrine"
she steadies me
stays with me,
wraps my wounds
carefully
we are like sisters
talking about boys,
altho' the topic is
about wounds
and infection
she sends me off
with an icepack, ace
bandages wrapped
tight about my breasts,
and advice,
and when I arrive
home, I am calm,
as if she is still there,
hunkered in,
holding my hand,
somehow,
her spirit has stayed,
and I am less
and less afraid.
By Mary E. Lohan
Note: A very special thank you to Nurse Carmella at Ocean Medical Center
Labels:
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Location:
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Saturday, April 15, 2017
I'm Not One to Question God - Poem
to question God
after all,
after all,
against the odds
you found me
lured me with
your charm
..I can't help
but get lost
in your arms
think of you
from afar,
I know you
have doubts
while I have faith,
I guess,
it comes down to
"What are the odds?"
but really,
I'm not one
to question God
and everything is but
a breath in space.
by Mary E. Lohan
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Location:
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Friday, April 14, 2017
Love (It can be...) -- A Poem (From "Four Folded Corners")
a surname you can't spell
or pronounce,
a placeholder in a large bed,
a reason to corner her and vent,
but what if it were
a momentary,
meaningful embrace,
a softly whispered word,
a butterfly kiss,
wings.
By Mary E. Lohan
A special thanks to Shack in the Swamp Photography for use of their beautiful images on my blog.
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Location:
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Thursday, April 13, 2017
Pink Moon, Old Moon - A Poem
Wispy white clouds
a golden, brilliant sun
slowly surrender
to twilight
and there you are
white wafer moon
greeting me
like you have greeted
my father,
his father,
my people,
all people,
since the beginning,
bearing witness
guiding tribes
the pink wave
paints the Great Plains
under your nightlight,
parents hide eggs
for children,
a Sunday delight
the prayers of millions
will be said
soft and slow
for those delivered
safely
for the One who gave up
bravely
within your sight.
By Mary E. Lohan
Labels:
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Location:
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Wednesday, April 12, 2017
Mary E. Lohan ~ Poetry: Bissjon (Lovanger, Sweden) - A Poem
Mary E. Lohan ~ Poetry: Bissjon (Lovanger, Sweden) - A Poem: By happenstance, I am here beneath this forever sky that stretches beyond memory candy pink haze vanilla and blue hues of light u...
Keanu - A Poem (from "Four Folded Corners")
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Location:
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Bissjon (Lovanger, Sweden) - A Poem
By happenstance,
I am here
beneath this forever sky
that stretches
beyond memory
candy pink haze
vanilla and blue hues
of light until dusk
a yellow cottage
sits at the gate
of this quaint hamlet
purchased from
the quiet dairy farmer
who tends to the lengths
of land and hay
happenstance
has plucked me,
from the bustle
of New York
and dropped me here
at the Northern most
reaches of the Earth
closer to the Mongols
than ever before
We drive to the market
foraging for food
amongst the foreign
letters and staples --
sandwich cakes topped
with seafood are a sight
to behold
English is a visitor
that comes and goes
We pay for bags
and jump into the
rented Volvo that
runs for miles upon miles
on diesel
travel over
smooth, perfect
highway roads
guarded by
camera traffic
"eyes"
pines line the way
abound like skyscrapers
in a huge city
they fall away
to expose an expanse
of farmland
the sky
looming large, vast
and limitless
in winter
these roads are
refuges from the
swaths of snow drifts
that engulf feet and legs
with a crunch
in spring
these wildflower
lined paths take you
through emerald
and gold seas
straight to the
gate of
Oz.
By Mary E. Lohan
Monday, April 10, 2017
Saturday, April 8, 2017
Mary E. Lohan ~ Poetry: What Made Me Cry - A Poem (From "Four Folded Corne...
Mary E. Lohan ~ Poetry: What Made Me Cry - A Poem (From "Four Folded Corne...: It wasn't boarding the plane with my preschool child, his face reddened from crying, from not wanting to leave Dad from fearing ...
What Made Me Cry - A Poem (From "Four Folded Corners")
It wasn't
boarding the plane
with my preschool child,
his face reddened
from crying,
from not wanting
to leave Dad
from fearing the new,
the unknown,
or holding my toddler
for seven hours
straight
in the airport
on the plane,
or that I made
several trips
to the onboard
bathroom
to change
a Pamper
to play
in the sink
to change
a Pamper
to play
in the sink
to accompany
my older son,
to change
a Pamper
to play
in the sink,
It wasn't
arriving in Ireland
tired
beleaguered
worn down
from contemplating
the state of us
of our marriage,
it wasn't the nights
of struggle
trying to get the kids
to sleep
without you,
in a pitch black
back-country room,
together --
a toddler
and preschool child
with battling bottles
it wasn't
from feeling alone
or unsure,
it wasn't
the returning flight
delayed
leaving us additional
hours to fill
or that my mom
was overtired,
having not slept
from an excursion
to the pub
the night before,
it wasn't
the added trips
to the bathroom
to the plane's kitchen
or me following
one son, after another,
or holding
the smaller one
on my lap as he
played with someone
behind me
or that I hadn't slept well
in over a week,
or that I couldn't sleep
on the plane,
although I had
been awake
for more than
24 hours
it wasn't because
I sat on the floor
while the plane
was in the air,
so that my sons
could lie down
using my seat
to stretch out on,
it was the passenger
who approached me
as I sat on the floor
beside my toddler,
who leaned into my ear
and whispered in a soft,
kind, reassuring voice --
"You're such a patient,
wonderful mom."
By Mary E. Lohan
boarding the plane
with my preschool child,
his face reddened
from crying,
from not wanting
to leave Dad
from fearing the new,
the unknown,
or holding my toddler
for seven hours
straight
in the airport
on the plane,
or that I made
several trips
to the onboard
bathroom
to change
a Pamper
to play
in the sink
to change
a Pamper
to play
in the sink
to accompany
my older son,
to change
a Pamper
to play
in the sink,
It wasn't
arriving in Ireland
tired
beleaguered
worn down
from contemplating
the state of us
of our marriage,
it wasn't the nights
of struggle
trying to get the kids
to sleep
without you,
in a pitch black
back-country room,
together --
a toddler
and preschool child
with battling bottles
it wasn't
from feeling alone
or unsure,
it wasn't
the returning flight
delayed
leaving us additional
hours to fill
or that my mom
was overtired,
having not slept
from an excursion
to the pub
the night before,
it wasn't
the added trips
to the bathroom
to the plane's kitchen
or me following
one son, after another,
or holding
the smaller one
on my lap as he
played with someone
behind me
or that I hadn't slept well
in over a week,
or that I couldn't sleep
on the plane,
although I had
been awake
for more than
24 hours
it wasn't because
I sat on the floor
while the plane
was in the air,
so that my sons
could lie down
using my seat
to stretch out on,
it was the passenger
who approached me
as I sat on the floor
beside my toddler,
who leaned into my ear
and whispered in a soft,
kind, reassuring voice --
"You're such a patient,
wonderful mom."
By Mary E. Lohan
Friday, April 7, 2017
Wednesday, April 5, 2017
Tuesday, April 4, 2017
Mary E. Lohan ~ Poetry: #MOMA - A Poem
Mary E. Lohan ~ Poetry: MOMA - A Poem: Cezanne - Still Life with Apples The sun kindles the sky I dodge the New York suits the anthill scramble of lunchtime, pay the ...
Monday, April 3, 2017
Thank You to IAW&A and IAYL
It was fabulous being part of the Irish-American Creative Expo Day 2 at the Marriott Marquis Hotel in Times Square yesterday. Lots of music, poetry, prose, singing and yes, in addition to reading some of my poems, I even put on my dancing shoes!
A wonderful time with some very lovely people. I look forward to the next one!
Onwards and upwards,
Mary
A wonderful time with some very lovely people. I look forward to the next one!
Onwards and upwards,
Mary
Labels:
Creative Expo,
dancing,
IAW&A,
IAYL,
Irish American Expo,
Marriott Marquis Hotel,
music,
poetry,
singing,
Times Square
Location:
New York, NY, USA
Friday, March 31, 2017
Later - A Poem (From "Two of Cups: A New York Poet in Galway")
One day
when time stops
you may see
footsteps
impressions
long melted away
that diverge
and circle
and ponder anew
their course
you may recall
my face
faintly
our drives through
the countryside
or not,
yet
I will remember
this dull ache
the deepest eyes
the pursing of
your lips
right before
the dawn
of your smile.
By Mary E. Lohan
when time stops
you may see
footsteps
impressions
long melted away
that diverge
and circle
and ponder anew
their course
you may recall
my face
faintly
our drives through
the countryside
or not,
yet
I will remember
this dull ache
the deepest eyes
the pursing of
your lips
right before
the dawn
of your smile.
By Mary E. Lohan
Thursday, March 30, 2017
Life is Not Tidy - A Poem
Labels:
Life is Not Tiday Poem,
Mary E Lohan,
NY Poet
Location:
New Jersey, USA
Tuesday, March 28, 2017
How Poems Come to Me - A Poem
They come to me
like family,
when I fall out of bed at dawn
or when I'm drowsy
about to asleep,
half in and out
of this world,
calling to me
to let them in,
lest I forget,
calling my name
from some far off place,
"We're coming over,
we'll be right there!"
And when they arrive,
it's like they were always
here, like I've never
known life without them.
By Mary E. Lohan
like family,
when I fall out of bed at dawn
or when I'm drowsy
about to asleep,
half in and out
of this world,
calling to me
to let them in,
lest I forget,
calling my name
from some far off place,
"We're coming over,
we'll be right there!"
And when they arrive,
it's like they were always
here, like I've never
known life without them.
By Mary E. Lohan
Monday, March 27, 2017
Mary E. Lohan ~ Poetry: Young Lovers - A Poem
Mary E. Lohan ~ Poetry: Young Lovers - A Poem: We were children naive oblivious, running without care, reckless my heart an egg upon your spoon, our legs tethered...
Thursday, March 23, 2017
The Right - Trump Presidency Poetry Series
We have a saying
in Brooklyn --
If you don't have anything nice to say,
keep it to yourself
The Right is snide
and all about
"my side,"
They point,
"not politically
correct!"
and yet,
their own mouths
askewed
spewing blight
at anyone
who pines
otherwise.
We are a split
nation --
but let's be
honest
there was
always a divide
existing silently
more or less
politely
but now,
we know
where the
line is drawn
and who resides
on which side --
and the gloves
are off.
By Mary E. Lohan
in Brooklyn --
If you don't have anything nice to say,
keep it to yourself
The Right is snide
and all about
"my side,"
They point,
"not politically
correct!"
and yet,
their own mouths
askewed
spewing blight
at anyone
who pines
otherwise.
We are a split
nation --
but let's be
honest
there was
always a divide
existing silently
more or less
politely
but now,
we know
where the
line is drawn
and who resides
on which side --
and the gloves
are off.
By Mary E. Lohan
Wednesday, March 22, 2017
We Are Here -- A Poem
Labels:
2017,
car accident poem,
Mary E Lohan,
poetry,
We Are Here
Location:
New Jersey, USA
Monday, March 20, 2017
Period - A Poem (From "Four Folded Corners")
Labels:
Columbia graduate,
Lohan poetry,
Mary,
Period Poem
Location:
New York, NY, USA
Thursday, March 16, 2017
Caught - A Poem (From "Four Folded Corners"
Labels:
caught,
fishing,
mary e lohan poem,
poetry
Location:
New Jersey, USA
Wednesday, March 15, 2017
Movement - A Poem
When does a movement begin
is it when the cello string bends,
when an arm extends
or when a nerve spurs the need
does it require the collective
or just simply the one?
can it impact the galaxy
without involving the sun?
Experience tells us
that movement can came as a wave
that bursts on the scene like in a movie
and then suddenly fades.
By Mary E. Lohan
Labels:
Mary E Lohan,
Movement,
poem,
poetry
Location:
New Jersey, USA
Tuesday, March 14, 2017
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Monday, March 13, 2017
Mary E. Lohan ~ Poetry: Moments - A Poem (From "Two of Cups: A NY Poet in ...
Mary E. Lohan ~ Poetry: Moments - A Poem (From "Two of Cups: A NY Poet in ...: Each moment suspended eternity is thought, in your eyes I find being Life is never secure walking the precipice we come alon...
Tuesday, March 7, 2017
Monday, March 6, 2017
Love is not.. (From "Two of Cups")
Location:
New Jersey, USA
Saturday, March 4, 2017
The Strength of Trees - A Poem (From "Four Folded Corners")
I have seen mighty locusts
fall, their outstretched hands
strive to clutch
the sky as they lean
I have watched majestic mulberries
with their full, graceful tresses
crush fences like twigs
upon losing a lock
but mostly,
I have witnessed the multitudinous
stalwart oaks, maples and chestnuts
towering soldiers
as they defend the hill in the bitter
unforgiving winds of winter --
erect, silent, resilient
Nature's humble sentries
for centuries.
By Mary E. Lohan
Labels:
brookly,
Mary E Lohan,
NY Poet,
the strength of trees poem
Location:
New Jersey, USA
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